I use this blog as one to write my feelings. To actually let go and blow my top at times, not all the time. Yesterday was one of them. I totally regret writing yesterday’s post due the post about my daughter hating me.
To clarify about the emotional abuse, I have been to lawyers- I will have to split every. He’s not happy with that. He said he will make it to the point that I don’t have a dime. I’ve called the cops. If I don’t have a bruise, they can’t remove him. The home (even though it is in my name) is marital property. I have spoken to my preacher. I have called a hot line.
I’m really use to getting bad comments on my regular blog, usually using nasty words. I’ve never been told that my daughter will HATE me. Everything I do is for my daughter and she knows it. Everything.
I have severe arthritis and fibromyalgia. I have NO family, none. I was going to leave and take my daughter (my first marriage). He told me that he would sue for sole custody and he would get it. He had family support and he knew all the cops and most of the judicial system. I stayed. I can’t make it without my daughter.
This marriage, I was lonely after my first marriage in death. I waited 3 years to even date. He seemed so perfect. He never raised his voice. He joked all the time. He told great stories. He seemed perfect and I fell in love. I really did. After we were married, his attitude changed.
I’m sorry if you think my daughter will HATE me. I don’t believe that. Everything here goes straight to my daughter (if something happens to me), even though she is underage. Nothing is left to my husband.
I didn’t HATE my Mother for staying with my Dad. I did dislike my Mother a lot, but it was because after my Dad died, she spent all the money that was left to us (even college money). That is a long story and I won’t go into it but I ended up raising her kids starting at the age 0f 14 and didn’t stop until I was 28.
I’m a Christian, I don’t HATE anyone. Gracie is a Christian and she doesn’t HATE anyone. We are about as close as two peas in a pod. I am so sorry if you think that.